Still Here

I know, it's been a week since my last post, but don't worry. I'm still safe, for now. No memory loss for the week, no sightings of The Threat, any of his minions, or any FBI agents that may still be trying to find me.

I decided to go through my old entries on this blog, see if I could make any sense of the dreams I had that I was asking for help figuring out. In the post, Second Dream, I mentioned the men in black suits taking everybody from me. As a child and young adult, I always assumed that it was due to my own personal fear of just losing everybody and winding up alone in my life. Thinking about it now, though, I wonder if it could have been a possible reference to either Him or the FBI agents covering up His actions and taking away the other fighters and runners from us.

In Third Dream, I talk about following one of the men through a forest and finding my way to a clearing. Was this dream referring to my time when I approached what I thought was a clearing in The Black Forest and ultimately finding that village with people being Hollowed?

Fourth Dream, I realize now that this dream was talking about Kelley and the night that I proposed to her after finding out she was pregnant with my child. I can't believe it's been over four years since that happened. I still miss her with all my heart.

Fifth Dream, I am not 100% sure, but I think this dream was alluding to Zeke Strahm and his struggles against The Threat.

Sixth Dream, I posted a link to the video entry I made. The dream I talk about in the video also talks about Kelley, more specifically, the night that my ex fiancée, Sam, sicced three Hollows on me. This night is also when Kelley lost our child. As for the tree at the end of the video, that eye was definitely one of the eyes from The Bleeding Tree. Even now, after watching that video, I get a sudden migraine. I can still feel the physical pain throughout my body from dealing with it, as well as those leeches.

My post on July 5th, I talk about meeting this girl Maya that I connected with. My memories about her are extremely vague, but I remember going to meet up with her. Details are hazy in my head, but I remember when I picked her up, we were jumped by somebody, or somebodies. That is the last memory that I have, up until I woke up in that shed behind Medieval Times.

Still no contact from my runner and fighter friends from the past. No word from my sister or the other sages. I truly fear the worst, in that they are all dead.

To think, I began my journey wanting to debunk Slenderman, thinking it was just some elaborate joke that people were involved with. I wanted to delve into the truth about this so-called mystery. And now, I have lost family and friends because of Him.


I think it might be time to break into the whiskey tonight.